I am, my friend. I think you have what it takes to achieve your vision and you have the mindset required.
I just pray you don’t make the same mistake I did to be so hard on myself and forget to enjoy the small things such as life out of our vision.
I have been blessed to find a community while writing here on Medium, and the best part of my journey is not the growth or stats, but the personal relationships I have built with other creators.
Every day that I get to write or create, I feel blessed. That’s really my reward now: the process, doing it daily and learning as I go.
I have seen so many times how my plans have failed because of reasons out of my control, and I have learned to reduce that need to want to determine the future.
I just can’t.
I can’t decide if what I write will be good or not.
But I can write.
I don’t know what the algorithms will do, but I can create.
I do my best to focus on that small aspect and really go all in.
The rest is just a by-product of work and love.
You can do this brother. Showing up is usually enough.
You can do this!