You will notice that I have highlighted sections of your response. If you were a rapper, those would be punchlines. :)
I’m really happy for you. It’s a great feeling to evolve and take more ownership of one’s emotions. It’s continual process that is more rewarding than eroding.
Do you know what I find even more interesting? For someone who has to go through a really tough system, this heart I read will provide much substance to the people you will meet in your profession and career as a caregiver.
I know because I have a Med Student in my life and I’m always fascinated by the way she looks at the world.
It doesn’t mean that it makes the life easy, but you get better each day and grow more confident as you realize that a lot is in your control.
I wish you the best of love and life’s joys.